For Half-speed Hippies

When we got to Aztec, it was tough.  Mother was mad at me because I was so mad at the road, and because I’m a pill in general.  The next day Brian offered to take us to the Aztec ruins.  He explained that they were’nt as remarkable as those at Chaco Canyon, but they had some really winning qualities.  For one thing, you could go through them in half a day.  For another thing, you could drive paved roads to them and park right next to them, and there was a gift shop and there were tour guides, and there was a “restored” kiva.  Mother was game, and so was I.  I wasn’t expecting much.

The Aztec ruins don’t cover a huge area.  They’re basically within walking distance of fast food and grocery stores.  There are picnic tables near the entrance shaded by old cottonwood trees.  The entrance has a ramp, and the entire area is accessible to wheelchairs.  I loved it. 

My brother, who has worked for almost every food corporation in America, has the soul of a hippie, so he had been to the ruins pleny of times, and he could give lots of information about the place.  He was a tour guide himself.  It was about ninety degrees in the sun when we got out of the car, but the path through the park led through a lower level of the ruin, still very much like it was all those hundreds of years ago.  We stepped down into the dark cool of it.  The change in temperature felt almost miraculous.  Brian explained how the rooms were designed and what uses were made of them.  He talked about the first archaeologist who worked on the ruins and pointed out interesting features that we might have missed otherwise.  Some young rangers were working even then on some still unearthed areas of the ruin.  When we came back into the sun, he pointed out how the people of Aztec had chosen to make corner doorways in the upper floors, which compromised the structure a bit, but made for more appealing design.

 

We circled around to a small kiva which still showed some of the ancient desgins in the wall.  Brian and mother talked.  The day was hot, but not so hot we couldn’t stand it. 

 

It reminded me of those times so long ago when Mother and Daddy would take us to historical places and then take long walks through them visiting about what was there, about what they thought was interesting.  When I was a kid, I HATED it.  I wanted to go—anywhere else.  I wanted to go swimming or to grandma’s house or even fishing, but not the long walk through Fort Union.  “Don’t it always seem to go that you don’t know what you got ‘til it’s gone?” 

Eventually we went through the large kiva that researchers had tried to rebuild.  It was an amazing time.  The room was cool and lit by windows.  The space inside was vast, and there was a recording of native singers that played.  I could not have hoped for better.   I felt much of what I had hoped to feel at Chaco, and nothing at Chaco tries to take the imaginative risk that Aztec does. 

 

For the half-speed hippie, who doesn’t really thrill to miles of desert hiking and would prefer a picnic of Kentucky Fried, Aztec State Park is worth every moment.  They give you a glimpse into what real life is supposed to be–an opening into the light.

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Heather’s Squad

Heather's Squad

Aren’t they beautiful?

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Heather’s Day Care

After the debacle of Chaco Canyon we went to Aztec.  Well, maybe it wasn’t entirely a debacle.  We did get to see several views of the eclipse.  Some telescopes of different types were set up for general use, and we saw the whole of the eclipse in a landscape entirely prehistoric.  It was a beautiful evening, and if I wasn’t facing the prospect of the road out, I might have had a great time.  

When we arrived in Aztec, Brian met us to lead us to his new place.  I asked how the fight was with Heather (his wife).  He said, “We don’t fight.  You know that.”  That’s when I knew there had just been the rush to clean and the cursing.  It’s not fair to show up a day early, but at least we didn’t spring completely without warning.  By the time we got to their place, Heather was ready and entirely gracious.  

I noticed something unusual in Heather’s dining room.  She has these huge, built-in china cabinets, but they don’t hold china.  They hold stacks of clean children’s chothes sorted by size.  The cabinets have lights on the inside, so the display made me feel like we were eating in a Baby Gap.  There was also a toy dining table set up in the living room.  These signs began a nostalgic echo in my mind. 

When did they start calling it day care?  When I was little, I went to day care, but we didn’t call it that.  We called it the babysitter’s house.  That was years ago in Carrizozo, New Mexico.  My mom was working for the Lincoln County News, and during the day I was at Mrs. Hobbs’ house, the babysitter’s.  Mrs. Hobbs kept the Saddlers, the Curtis boys and me.  There was a total of seven regulars in our day care.  Mrs. Hobbs had us play outside in the mornings, then she would serve us a home made lunch, then we all went into the “nap room” for at least an hour after lunch, then sometime in the afternoon our mothers would arrive and take us home.  Most of my memories of those days are pretty dim, but I do recall that we were often fed beans and cornbread for lunch.  Most of us were not fans of plain, old pinto beans, but Mrs. Hobbs allowed us to put ketchup on them.  To this day, I think all of us who had her as our babysitter eat beans this way.  It irritates our families no end.  Why does this dim vision of Mrs. Hobbs return? 

 At 6:30 the next morning at Brian’s house, I woke to the sound of kiddy TV.  When I stepped into the living room, the first members of Heather’s Day Care had arrived and were eating breakfast at the toy table.  A little later two more sleepy-eyed toddlers walked through the door.  The little girl was delicately weeping, and Heather asked her, “Are you feeling bad?”

Sniff.  “Uh-huh.”

“Go sit in Papa’s lap.”

At this point the little girl went and climbed in my brother’s lap.  He patted her back and said, “It’s all right.”

Her tears immediately dried. 

When the five children of the day had all arrived and had their breakfast finished, Heather, with the staunch tone of a field marshal commanded, “Come get your sun screen.”  The crew lined up, and as they stood before her, they extended their arms and closed their eyes.  “Now, go out and play.”  Out they went–five children followed by as many dogs.  Heather began working on the lunch she would eventually serve them.  The kids played noisily and happily, and they are about as healthy and well made as any group of children I have ever seen.  About thirty minutes into their morning play time Heather called out of the window above the kitchen sink, “Victoria! You get in here and pee pee in the potty.”  That’s when I realized why I had been thinking about Mrs. Hobbs. 

When Heather spotted the particular walk that indicated a child needed the bathroom, she gave this imperious order, and in almost every case, she was immediately obeyed.  However, one child missed the window and had an accident.  She came in weeping delicately with wet drawers. 

“Get in there and pee pee,” Heather scolded, then she went in and took the soiled clothes.  She came out and opened her Baby Gap display and picked out a cute little outfit, all clean.  Moments later the child emerged. 

“What’s going to happen if you pee pee in your pants again?” Heather asked.

“I’m going to get a swat,” said the child. 

“That’s right.  Now, go outside and play.”

Those children played, then they had lunch, then they had a nap, then their parents began arriving to take them home.  I was totally impressed with the way Heather babysat.  The kids like each other, and they like her and Brian, and they eat well and are satified.  They don’t spend hours in front of the television, and because Heather likes all manner of animals, they learn about chickens, cats, dogs, and even goats.  They will probably all know how to milk a goat before they start elementary school.  That’s as good a distinction as eating beans with ketchup. 

I loved Heather’s Day Care.  I’d stay there anytime.

 

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The Clock

The Clock

This is as close as I got. It’s up at the top of this mesa between the rock that sticks up called “The Dagger” and the higher stepped plateau.

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At Liberty

This summer, the summer of 2012, I was supposed to be “at liberty.”  I wanted to explore what liberty means in the practical sense.  I am not at liberty most of the time.  I have a job.  I have responsibilities.  I have a household, a pet, a parent, water bills.  So, liberty as a practical state of living has not been an option in quite some time.  My first stab at trying to be at liberty involved planning a camping trip to Chaco Canyon in northern New Mexico.  I felt this would be the perfect place to contemplate my life as a part of the cosmos.  I had seen a PBS special about the Anasazi peoples, and they showed the villages and they showed the “clock.” The Chaco people created a clock that tracked both the movement of the sun and the moon.  In the television program it looked remarkable, subtle, simple, and beautiful.  I made up my mind I would go there.  Originally I planned to go during Spring Break, but that didn’t work out.  I ended up going at the beginning of the summer.

Two other things happened in relation to this trip.  One, my dear mother expressed a desire to join me.  Now, my mother was a great camper in her day.  She and my father used to love to go camping.  I never liked it much as a kid.  It always struck me as difficult and dirty and (sigh) a little boring.  Suddenly I wanted to go camping as part of my assertion of freedom, and now my mother wanted to go along.  Some people might think I would react with resentment to mother’s interest, but I was pleased to have her join me.  I figured it would be fun to offer her the first camping she had done since…well…since 1981, the year before my father died.  That meant I had to purchase two tents, cots, sleeping bags…a long list of things.

The way we had it figured I would drive, and mother and I would camp out the first night at Chaco, then my brother Brian(who lives in Aztec) could come and visit with us at camp the next day.  He would take mother to his house while I camped out another two nights.  That way mother got the camping experience, but she also got to visit with my brother in the new home he had purchased.  I considered it a nearly perfect plan.

The second thing that happened was not my fault.  It turns out that the weekend we had planned to camp at Chaco was the weekend of the annular eclipse.  I could not have chosen a worse time to try and get a spot at the camp site than that weekend, but before we even got to camp, there was the “unimproved road” that led across open country for thirteen miles.  I learned to drive on unimproved roads.  I know what they are like, but there has never been and there never will be a worse road than the one from the end of pavement near the Nageezi Trading Post to the paved entrance of the Chaco Canyon National Park.  This road was made to tear the transmission out of a truck, to batter the shocks, to destroy the alignment.  There was no speed at which I did not have my fillings shaking out of my teeth.  No matter how fast or slowly I drove, the ride was torture.  To make it worse, the shoulders of the road were pure powder, so deep that venturing on them would have sunk one side of the truck to its axle.   By the time we reached the park, I wanted to punish all the residents of the Four Corners.  I wanted to scream at some official until my blood pressure took off the top of my head.

 

We stayed to watch the eclipse.  We snapped a few pictures of the ruins.  We left.  I cursed the whole way out.  Once we reached pavement again, I told mother, “Call Brian’s wife.  Tell her we’re coming a night early.”  God bless my sister-in-law.  I know I wasn’t the only one cursing that road that night.

Tomorrow I explain Heather’s Day Care.

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Chaco Walls in Twilight

Chaco Walls in Twilight

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Day One: Why are so many people named Ryan?

This afternoon my cousin, whose first name is Ryan, called my house and said, “This is Ryan, and I’ll be stopping by to see you.”  Now, my house is not of this century.  It’s not even of last century.  It was built in 1898, and we don’t have caller i.d.  That’s a little misleading.  We could have caller i.d. on the land line, I suppose.  We just haven’t ever sought it.  Back to Ryan. 

He says he’s coming to visit, and I have to ask, “Who exactly is this?”  He gives me his full name, and I stammer, “Oh, sure.  Come by.  We’d be happy to see you.”  It was a nice surprise, this talented, young musician who is just back from Europe is coming to my house for a visit.  That’s what all life should be like.  We should all have visits from people we aren’t expecting to see, but we’re glad to see.  It’s like a perpetual birthday celebration. 

That’s what this blog is all about.  The surprise of newly published authors and ways to make them and readers come together.  Tomorrow I’ll post original work from…oh someone. 

“This little light of mine,
I’m going to let it shine…”

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